It's been a long time since I posted anything. And it's because I didn't really have anything to write about (I could only just repeat myself) and anyway, I had better things to do somehow. But maybe now that school begins again, I will write here more frequently. Maybe. What I expect from this schoolyear? It will be tough. I want to study welll, I want to take up rowing (at least try it) and I want to go out more recently than last year (and drink a lot. Of course I'm not longing for orange juice (or maybe orange juice is also okay, but with vodka)=P). I don't know if I will have enough time for each things though.
Anyway, today I just want to share a quotiation from a book I started to read today. Its title is Coffee & kung-fu by Karen Brichoux. I found some paragraphs which is so so true I can't help, but share with everyone I can. So here it is (this time in Hungarian, because I found the translation very good):
"...Jelen pillanatban nem annyira fontos, hogy összejöjjek valakivel.
Ez természetesen szemenszedett hazugság. Mindenkinek mindig fontos, hogy összejöjjön valakivel. Persze szeretünk úgy tenni, mintha nem nagyon keresnénk, de attól még ugyanúgy keresünk. Ránk is érvényesek az evolúció törvényei. És az evolúció általában olyan állatokat produkál, amelyeknek a fajfenntartás elsődleges céljuk. Hát igen, mindannyian keresünk. Csak az a kérdés, hogy a keresésnek muszáj-e abba a felfordulásba torkollnia, ami azzal jár, hogy megpróbálsz együtt lenni és jól kijönni életed hátralévő részében egy másik emberi lénnyel..."
"-Senki sem igazán boldog, aki egyedül van.
- Miért nem?
- Hogy lehetnél az, ha nincs kihez szólnod? Ha nincs, akivel megoszd az életed?
Mintha ezt bárkivel megtehetnéd, aki él. Észrevettem valamit: Azt hiszem, egy csomó ember úgy gondolja, hogyha valakivel közösek a hobbijai, akkor az a valaki már arra is jó, hogy megossza vele az életét. Az ebédlőben a többi nő szeret lelki társakról beszélgetni - én viszont kétlem, hogy tudják, mi a különbség a lelki társ és a hálótársi lét korai szakaszai között. Ez utóbbi az az időszak, amikor nincs szükséged alvásra, evésre, csak a szerelemből élsz. Körülbelül két hétig tart. Ha szerencsés vagy, két hónapig.Onnét kezdve minden téren lejtmenet jön. A pasi, aki "a nagy Ő" volt, most már "az a kretén állat, aki lefeküdt a legjobb barátnőmmel". De hát valószínűleg mindketten szerettetek hegyibiciklizni..."
It's not a big philosophical novel, but I think these thoughts are brilliant. At least for me. Maybe later I will post other paragraphs here as well if I find interesting thoughts like these.
2011. szeptember 11., vasárnap
2011. július 14., csütörtök
Don't believe in love
Avril Lavigne - My happy ending
Now it's all done. It's all over. I'm back from Belarus. And now I see what kind of person he really is. A hypocrite, a liar. He acts nice, smile at your face, but when you turn around he betrays you, put the knife into your back immediately.
He treated me like last summer. Like nothing has happened between our two meetings. And basically, really nothing happened. He just ignored me. But who gives a shit about that it hurt my damn feelings? He surely doesn't. Basically, all he can think about is himself. He thinks he is the best, just because he looks good. But a pretty face and a good body is not enough. He still impressed me sexually, but I know, I could never trust him.
This little silly me (or at least a part of me) still want him though. He is too charming. Dangerous. That's the best word for him. And it still hurts deep inside, when I think about that I will never meet him again. But somewhere I know this is the best way.
I'm still wondering though if I should confess to him. Every feeling I have ever felt for me. The positive and the negative feelings as well. But after all I think everything was fine how it was. He wouldn't have been honest to me anyway and knowing that someone fell for him maybe just made his ego even higher. So it's okay after all.
I need time to heal my wounds, but I think I'll be fine. I must be....
Now it's all done. It's all over. I'm back from Belarus. And now I see what kind of person he really is. A hypocrite, a liar. He acts nice, smile at your face, but when you turn around he betrays you, put the knife into your back immediately.
He treated me like last summer. Like nothing has happened between our two meetings. And basically, really nothing happened. He just ignored me. But who gives a shit about that it hurt my damn feelings? He surely doesn't. Basically, all he can think about is himself. He thinks he is the best, just because he looks good. But a pretty face and a good body is not enough. He still impressed me sexually, but I know, I could never trust him.
This little silly me (or at least a part of me) still want him though. He is too charming. Dangerous. That's the best word for him. And it still hurts deep inside, when I think about that I will never meet him again. But somewhere I know this is the best way.
I'm still wondering though if I should confess to him. Every feeling I have ever felt for me. The positive and the negative feelings as well. But after all I think everything was fine how it was. He wouldn't have been honest to me anyway and knowing that someone fell for him maybe just made his ego even higher. So it's okay after all.
I need time to heal my wounds, but I think I'll be fine. I must be....
2011. június 19., vasárnap
Make me wanna die
The pretty reckless - My medicine
The time has come. For what? To write a new blog post, of course. It has been ages I did. What's new with me? I finished all my exams and now I am on my summer holiday officially. Sunshine, freedom and so on. Everything could be perfect. But of course it wouldn't be me if I didn't create some problems for myself. A life without problems isn't interesting at all after all, right? Problems are the salt of life or whatever.^^'
Though today's problem isn't created by me. Because it's my brother's farewell ceremony from his primary school. I don't mind the ceremony exactly, but I do mind the guests. I just hate when I cannot do what I want, because I should put a smile on my face and talk about stupid things I don't care about at all but I should act like I do. Hell no! I hate it! So much! I just hope that I can survive the day somehow. And also tomorrow morning because my damned relatives will spend the night in our house.-_-
Of course I have other self-created problems, mostly about that bastard, yes. He is just still in my mind, I don't know why. Silly me! He still just ignores me (it's been more than two months that I talked to him last time!), but I still have some kind of feelings for him I guess. I still don't know how to call it though, but it's a fact that mostly he is my last thought before sleeping and the first after waking up. I regulary check his facebook and twitter and such. I think I am a kind of psycho. A fucking maniac. On the other hand, just a little bit more than two weeks and I will meet him. Probably for the last time of my life. Three and a half day. That's all I will have together with him. But this shost time can be a blessing or a curse as well. To be honest, I'm scared. I don't know how will he behave towards me and I also don't know how I should behave towards him. Should I try to be friendly with him? Should I ignore him? Should I be cold and show hate or at least showing how rude I think his behaviour was? Should I try to act like he would be in the same level for me like anyone else? I don't know. And I don't know, what I can do. I am kind of good at hiding my emotions and acting cold. But is it really the right reaction? I am just helpless. Damned self-created problems...
The time has come. For what? To write a new blog post, of course. It has been ages I did. What's new with me? I finished all my exams and now I am on my summer holiday officially. Sunshine, freedom and so on. Everything could be perfect. But of course it wouldn't be me if I didn't create some problems for myself. A life without problems isn't interesting at all after all, right? Problems are the salt of life or whatever.^^'
Though today's problem isn't created by me. Because it's my brother's farewell ceremony from his primary school. I don't mind the ceremony exactly, but I do mind the guests. I just hate when I cannot do what I want, because I should put a smile on my face and talk about stupid things I don't care about at all but I should act like I do. Hell no! I hate it! So much! I just hope that I can survive the day somehow. And also tomorrow morning because my damned relatives will spend the night in our house.-_-
Of course I have other self-created problems, mostly about that bastard, yes. He is just still in my mind, I don't know why. Silly me! He still just ignores me (it's been more than two months that I talked to him last time!), but I still have some kind of feelings for him I guess. I still don't know how to call it though, but it's a fact that mostly he is my last thought before sleeping and the first after waking up. I regulary check his facebook and twitter and such. I think I am a kind of psycho. A fucking maniac. On the other hand, just a little bit more than two weeks and I will meet him. Probably for the last time of my life. Three and a half day. That's all I will have together with him. But this shost time can be a blessing or a curse as well. To be honest, I'm scared. I don't know how will he behave towards me and I also don't know how I should behave towards him. Should I try to be friendly with him? Should I ignore him? Should I be cold and show hate or at least showing how rude I think his behaviour was? Should I try to act like he would be in the same level for me like anyone else? I don't know. And I don't know, what I can do. I am kind of good at hiding my emotions and acting cold. But is it really the right reaction? I am just helpless. Damned self-created problems...
2011. június 4., szombat
Sweet dreams
I am lying on my bed, the lights are out, I'm about to sleep. Sorrowful thoughts comes into my mind, I feel miserable like hell. Then it starts. At first I try not to pay attention to it. But it doesn't stop. I try to get back to my thoughts but it annoys me like hell. It comes closer and closer. And then I hear it in my ears from very close. Okay, it was enough! I don't like violence, but it's much more than I can take. I turn the lights on, get out of my bed, grab my hardback Russian text book from the table and drop it to the wall. I look behind the bed to check if my action was successful. And I see it's lying on the ground. And it's dead!
"Damned moth! At least this time let me feel sorry for myself!" XD
"Damned moth! At least this time let me feel sorry for myself!" XD
2011. május 13., péntek
Mean
Hilary Duff - I am
I'm just bored. So much. Nothing happens today. I have a lot of free time and I don't know what to do with it. It sucks! It's not good at all, because the probability is high that I will start thinking about stupid things. Times like this I often start to feel that nothing in my life has a meaning. I am nothing and I'm heading to nowhere. But I really should stop such thoughts! I am not more worthless than anyone else! I am just a human. Of course I make mistakes and I have bad points. But still, I am not bad! At least not worse than the others.
One thing is certain though. Basically I am alone. But why? The answer is simple. Because I keep too much distance and I am mean. Actually it's because people don't care about me. And I just need someone to care about me. That's me. But maybe they don't care about me, because I am mean. To be honest, I don't know which was earlier. But after all it doesn't really matter. I am mean, because no one really care about me and others don't care about me because I am mean.
Sometimes I feel like a human trash, really. I cannot see any good points on mine. But other times I know I am valueable. There are people who are prettier, cleverer, braver, more skillful, wiser, more popular, nicer, frendlier, more talkative and so on. I am not good in anything in particular. But there is one thing no one can beat me in. No one can be me. They cannot be like me. No one is in this world who would be more like me. I am special in a way and I know it. Like anyone else. But not in the way I am. I am me, no matter what. It's not always easy, my personality is quite difficult and I know it. But if I change anything inconnection with me, surely I do it for myself not because someone else would like me that way better. Because that wouldn't be me. If I want to change, then I will. But not for anyone else, but me. Others can hate me, dislike me, I don't care. That's just me and I am aware of my values. Or at least I am trying to get to know them. My colours are mine.
So this day is surley not my best though. I feel a bit down, but still, I will remind myself. Now just let me feel a little bit down. Sometimes it is needed. A person cannot be happy and cheerful all the time, right? So just let me be. Today is a day like this. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe.
I'm just bored. So much. Nothing happens today. I have a lot of free time and I don't know what to do with it. It sucks! It's not good at all, because the probability is high that I will start thinking about stupid things. Times like this I often start to feel that nothing in my life has a meaning. I am nothing and I'm heading to nowhere. But I really should stop such thoughts! I am not more worthless than anyone else! I am just a human. Of course I make mistakes and I have bad points. But still, I am not bad! At least not worse than the others.
One thing is certain though. Basically I am alone. But why? The answer is simple. Because I keep too much distance and I am mean. Actually it's because people don't care about me. And I just need someone to care about me. That's me. But maybe they don't care about me, because I am mean. To be honest, I don't know which was earlier. But after all it doesn't really matter. I am mean, because no one really care about me and others don't care about me because I am mean.
Sometimes I feel like a human trash, really. I cannot see any good points on mine. But other times I know I am valueable. There are people who are prettier, cleverer, braver, more skillful, wiser, more popular, nicer, frendlier, more talkative and so on. I am not good in anything in particular. But there is one thing no one can beat me in. No one can be me. They cannot be like me. No one is in this world who would be more like me. I am special in a way and I know it. Like anyone else. But not in the way I am. I am me, no matter what. It's not always easy, my personality is quite difficult and I know it. But if I change anything inconnection with me, surely I do it for myself not because someone else would like me that way better. Because that wouldn't be me. If I want to change, then I will. But not for anyone else, but me. Others can hate me, dislike me, I don't care. That's just me and I am aware of my values. Or at least I am trying to get to know them. My colours are mine.
So this day is surley not my best though. I feel a bit down, but still, I will remind myself. Now just let me feel a little bit down. Sometimes it is needed. A person cannot be happy and cheerful all the time, right? So just let me be. Today is a day like this. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe.
2011. május 11., szerda
Playing with fire
Play - I must not chase the boys
It is so annyoing! Time just goes on and on and still nothing has changed. My feelings are still the same. Though I know I am worth a lot more than this. I am sure. "I don't care anymore. He is just a scumbag. A moron. It's nice after all that he isn't here. It's better that he doesn't talk to me. I kind of got used to it. I don't even miss it." It's so easy to say things like these. The problem is that they are merely lies. The truth is that I DO CARE. Like hell. But I want to make it an end. But it's not that easy. Not at all. I have a kind of ray of hope though.
It can be stupid, but now I think I can use the same weapon to avoid destruction. I am trying to turn my interest toward someone else. I don't know at all what kind of person he is, but maybe he can help me. Help me out of this mess. I think my defence is strong enough so probably I cannot be beaten more than how I am now. I don't have much hopes for him though. But I just need to try. I don't really believe in my success, but if I don't try, probably I will think about for a long time that what could have been if I had been a little braver. So I just give it a try. Now I am prepared, I think. I cannot be more prepared anyway. But why doesn't he come online? I need to take out the second step of my plan (after that I had to move from the first step, because he reacted positively. It means nothing though. Just that he complicates my life a bit more). Actually I don't have any further plans, but since I don't believe in my success, I don't need to think further either. But I have to do that anyway. I want to know if he can be my saviour or not. And if not, then it's better to make it clear as soon as possible.
This game is dangerous, I think. But I think he cannot hurt me, because I don't let him get that close. Everything will be okay. It has to be okay. I know what I'm doing. But am I really? Is it really okay? It's okay. It will be okay. I cannot be hurt. Right? Damn! I am really a fool....
It is so annyoing! Time just goes on and on and still nothing has changed. My feelings are still the same. Though I know I am worth a lot more than this. I am sure. "I don't care anymore. He is just a scumbag. A moron. It's nice after all that he isn't here. It's better that he doesn't talk to me. I kind of got used to it. I don't even miss it." It's so easy to say things like these. The problem is that they are merely lies. The truth is that I DO CARE. Like hell. But I want to make it an end. But it's not that easy. Not at all. I have a kind of ray of hope though.
It can be stupid, but now I think I can use the same weapon to avoid destruction. I am trying to turn my interest toward someone else. I don't know at all what kind of person he is, but maybe he can help me. Help me out of this mess. I think my defence is strong enough so probably I cannot be beaten more than how I am now. I don't have much hopes for him though. But I just need to try. I don't really believe in my success, but if I don't try, probably I will think about for a long time that what could have been if I had been a little braver. So I just give it a try. Now I am prepared, I think. I cannot be more prepared anyway. But why doesn't he come online? I need to take out the second step of my plan (after that I had to move from the first step, because he reacted positively. It means nothing though. Just that he complicates my life a bit more). Actually I don't have any further plans, but since I don't believe in my success, I don't need to think further either. But I have to do that anyway. I want to know if he can be my saviour or not. And if not, then it's better to make it clear as soon as possible.
This game is dangerous, I think. But I think he cannot hurt me, because I don't let him get that close. Everything will be okay. It has to be okay. I know what I'm doing. But am I really? Is it really okay? It's okay. It will be okay. I cannot be hurt. Right? Damn! I am really a fool....
2011. május 5., csütörtök
Music is my life
Today I don't want to whine about any guys or talking about how shit my life is. No, today I think I have nothing special to say. I could only just repeat myself. What I would like to do today is to make a list about songs and people. There are a lot of songs which remind me of people who are important or at least remarkable in my life. So today I would like to create that list here. At least I can see it clearly as well. I will try not to forget anyone and list all the songs I can match with them. Of course the lyrics is very important in each cases. Actuallly they show my relation with these people very well, I think.
The Belorussian bastard:
Pink: You make me sick
Private show
Just like a pill
Long way to happy
Mean
It's all your fault
Heartbreaker
Heartbreak down
Is it love?
Evanescence: My immortal
Haunted
Missing
Bring me to life
Kelly Clarkson: You thought wrong
Behind these hazel eyes
Addicted
Where is your heart?
Can I have a kiss?
Haunted
All I ever wanted
If I can't have you
Can we go back?
Already gone
Cry
Avril Lavigne: Take me away
My happy ending
Forgotten
Girlfriend
Contagious
Why?
Things I'll never say
Ashlee Simpson: Lala
Raggdoll
Tóth Gabi: Érte megérte
Szívemet adnám
Alexandra Burke: The silence
Bad boys
Dumb
Taylor Swift: Teardrops on my guitar
Haunted
Baby don't you break my heart slow
I'd lie
Tim McGraw
The way I love you
If this was a movie
Katy Perry: Hot 'n Cold
E.T.
The one that got away
Not like the movies
Lady Gaga: Monster
Bad romance
Alejandro
Britney Spears: Womanizer
Baby one more time
Everytime
Oops...! I did it again
Kesha: The Harold song
Flo Rida feat. Kesha: Right round
Miley Cyrus: 7 things
Sean Kingston feat. Justin Bieber: Eenie meenie
Seether feat. Amy Lee: Broken
Skillet: Comatose
Hercules soundtrack: I won't say I'm in love / Ez nem lehet szerelem / Ich will keinen Mann / 恋してるなんて言えない
Kalafina: Red Moon
手と手と目と目
Versailles: Destiny - The lovers
After Cloudia
Antique in the future
Serenade
Joy Enriquez: How can I not love you?
AnCafé: Snow scene
Arashi: 君は少しも悪くない
The bubble
Ohno Satoshi: Rain
Backstreet Boys: Incomplete
Crystal: Sosem múlik el
Koda Kumi: Hands
You
Lies
Utada Hikaru: First love
Flavour of life
Prisoner of love
Eternally
Otsuka Ai: Planetarium
Cherish
くらげ、流れ星
Aiko: KissHug
3 Doors Down: Here without you
Aragaki Yui: Heavenly days
Aoyama Thelma: ここに居るよ
Garbage: Cup of coffee
You look so fine
Groove Coverage: 7 years & 50 days
Groovehouse: Mit ér neked?
Hamasaki Ayumi: I am
As if
Because of you
Carols
Happy ending
Is this love?
Wishing
Days
In the corner
Hedley: Perfect
Hilary Duff: Holiday
Who's that girl?
Danger
Getaway
Leslie Parrish: Remember me
Mandy Moore: I wanna be with you
Nishino Kana: Aitakute aitakute
If
Pixie Lott: Nothing compares
Turn it up
Robyn: Be mine
Dancing on my own
Rascal Flatts: What hurts the most
State of Shock: Money honey
Sugarcult: Pretty girl
Sweetbox: Human sacrifice
Superstar
System of a down: Lonely day
Taeyang: Wedding dress
Taio Cruz: Break your heart
Tatu: Show me love
You and I
Fly on the wall
Beyoncé feat. Shakira: Beautiful liar
The Calling: Things don't always turn out that way
The Veronicas: In another life
Therre Days Grace: I hate everything about you
Over and over
YUI: Umbrella
Zanzibar: Csalódott vagyok
Ha nem maradt más
Új napra ébredsz
Kiss: Because I'm a girl
Bright: 嫌い・・・でも好き
Pintácsi Viki: Sorsod irányít
Fiesta: Könnyebb lesz így
Bot Gábor: Kevés egy dal
Tarja Turunen: Poison
Tankcsapda: Azt mondom állj
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Gyűrd össze a lepedőt velem
Szextárgy
Fergie feat. Koda Kumi: That ain't cool
Fergie: Big girls don't cry
Rihanna: Cry
I love the way you lie
Hate that I love you
Koda Kumi feat. Misono: It's all love
Umberto Tozzi feat. Monica Bellucci: Ti amo
Guild: 夜の月
Emilie Autumn: Chambermaid
Liar
Cascada: Miracle
Ready for love
My best friend (Kitty):
Avril Lavigne: Keep holding on
Nishino Kana: Best friend
Tatu: All about us
Not gonna get us
Taylor Swift: I'm only me when I'm with you
Emilie Autumn: By the sword
My mother:
Sugarloaf: Fogd a két kezem
Taylor Swift: Never grow up
The best day
My grandmother:
Avril Lavigne: Slipped away
Hamasaki Ayumi: Memorial address
Untitled - for her
Christina Aguilera: Hurt
Aqua: Turn back time
My father:
Taylor Swift: Superman
My high school classmates:
Kelly Clarkson: Breakaway
Sandy Sinnamon: Only a memory away
Kamenashi Kazuya: Kizuna
Takaki Yuya: 俺たちの青春
Pokemon soundtrack: Everything changes / Minden változik
The time has come / Eljött a perc
The pshycho guy:
Hilary Duff: Between you and me
Sweetbox: Don't push me
Avril Lavigne: Don't tell me
Pink: U + Ur hand
Hien: Túl szép
Emilie Autumn: How strange
Marry me
My (ex)best friend from high school:
Pink: Who knew?
Ryuu:
Lady Gaga: Silly boy
Avril Lavigne: Complicated
Too much to ask
Gwen Stefani: Cool
Zanzibar: Szerelemről szó sem volt
Myself (because I'm also an important person to myself of course =P And naturally my philosophy is also important XD):
Pink: Slipped personality
Try too hard
Cuz I can
Fuckin' perfect
Nobody knows
Most girls
Stop falling
Do what U do
Get the party started
18 wheeler
Missundaztood
Dear diary
Eventually
Misery (feat. Steven Tyler)
Respect (feat. Scratch)
Don't let me get me
Lonely girl (feat. Linda Perry)
My Vietnam
Meredithg Brooks: I'm a bitch
Elize: I can be a bitch
Avril Lavigne: What the hell
I don't have to try
The best damn thing
Unwanted
How does it feel?
Miley Cyrus: Can't be tamed
Hilary Duff: I am
Burned
Zanzibar: Az igazi nevem
Rockabili
Ádám keresi Évát
Ha megtalálsz
Nem vagyok tökéletes
Lehetek a...
Hamasaki Ayumi: Missunderstood
Koda Kumi: Lollipop
Can we go back?
Tankcsapda: Be vagyok rúgva
Ashlee Simpson: L.O.V.E.
Kelly Clarkson: Miss Independent
Sandy Howell: Oh starry night
Rie Fu: Life is like a boat
Rihanna: Hard
Lady Gaga: Pokerface
Emilie Autumn: Shalott
Misery loves company
Katy Perry: Firework
Alexandra Burke: Broken heels
Play: I don't want to be like Cinderella
I must not chase the boys
If you really read this post till the end, then you are a hero. Or just a complete idiot, who is too bored and have nothing else better or more useful to do, hehe =P
I hope I didn't miss anything or anyone. If I did, then maybe later I will edit this list. Anyway, I think it also shows pretty well, what or who fills most of my thoughts^^' Damn!
The Belorussian bastard:
Pink: You make me sick
Private show
Just like a pill
Long way to happy
Mean
It's all your fault
Heartbreaker
Heartbreak down
Is it love?
Evanescence: My immortal
Haunted
Missing
Bring me to life
Kelly Clarkson: You thought wrong
Behind these hazel eyes
Addicted
Where is your heart?
Can I have a kiss?
Haunted
All I ever wanted
If I can't have you
Can we go back?
Already gone
Cry
Avril Lavigne: Take me away
My happy ending
Forgotten
Girlfriend
Contagious
Why?
Things I'll never say
Ashlee Simpson: Lala
Raggdoll
Tóth Gabi: Érte megérte
Szívemet adnám
Alexandra Burke: The silence
Bad boys
Dumb
Taylor Swift: Teardrops on my guitar
Haunted
Baby don't you break my heart slow
I'd lie
Tim McGraw
The way I love you
If this was a movie
Katy Perry: Hot 'n Cold
E.T.
The one that got away
Not like the movies
Lady Gaga: Monster
Bad romance
Alejandro
Britney Spears: Womanizer
Baby one more time
Everytime
Oops...! I did it again
Kesha: The Harold song
Flo Rida feat. Kesha: Right round
Miley Cyrus: 7 things
Sean Kingston feat. Justin Bieber: Eenie meenie
Seether feat. Amy Lee: Broken
Skillet: Comatose
Hercules soundtrack: I won't say I'm in love / Ez nem lehet szerelem / Ich will keinen Mann / 恋してるなんて言えない
Kalafina: Red Moon
手と手と目と目
Versailles: Destiny - The lovers
After Cloudia
Antique in the future
Serenade
Joy Enriquez: How can I not love you?
AnCafé: Snow scene
Arashi: 君は少しも悪くない
The bubble
Ohno Satoshi: Rain
Backstreet Boys: Incomplete
Crystal: Sosem múlik el
Koda Kumi: Hands
You
Lies
Utada Hikaru: First love
Flavour of life
Prisoner of love
Eternally
Otsuka Ai: Planetarium
Cherish
くらげ、流れ星
Aiko: KissHug
3 Doors Down: Here without you
Aragaki Yui: Heavenly days
Aoyama Thelma: ここに居るよ
Garbage: Cup of coffee
You look so fine
Groove Coverage: 7 years & 50 days
Groovehouse: Mit ér neked?
Hamasaki Ayumi: I am
As if
Because of you
Carols
Happy ending
Is this love?
Wishing
Days
In the corner
Hedley: Perfect
Hilary Duff: Holiday
Who's that girl?
Danger
Getaway
Leslie Parrish: Remember me
Mandy Moore: I wanna be with you
Nishino Kana: Aitakute aitakute
If
Pixie Lott: Nothing compares
Turn it up
Robyn: Be mine
Dancing on my own
Rascal Flatts: What hurts the most
State of Shock: Money honey
Sugarcult: Pretty girl
Sweetbox: Human sacrifice
Superstar
System of a down: Lonely day
Taeyang: Wedding dress
Taio Cruz: Break your heart
Tatu: Show me love
You and I
Fly on the wall
Beyoncé feat. Shakira: Beautiful liar
The Calling: Things don't always turn out that way
The Veronicas: In another life
Therre Days Grace: I hate everything about you
Over and over
YUI: Umbrella
Zanzibar: Csalódott vagyok
Ha nem maradt más
Új napra ébredsz
Kiss: Because I'm a girl
Bright: 嫌い・・・でも好き
Pintácsi Viki: Sorsod irányít
Fiesta: Könnyebb lesz így
Bot Gábor: Kevés egy dal
Tarja Turunen: Poison
Tankcsapda: Azt mondom állj
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Fergie feat. Koda Kumi: That ain't cool
Fergie: Big girls don't cry
Rihanna: Cry
I love the way you lie
Hate that I love you
Koda Kumi feat. Misono: It's all love
Umberto Tozzi feat. Monica Bellucci: Ti amo
Guild: 夜の月
Emilie Autumn: Chambermaid
Liar
Cascada: Miracle
Ready for love
My best friend (Kitty):
Avril Lavigne: Keep holding on
Nishino Kana: Best friend
Tatu: All about us
Not gonna get us
Taylor Swift: I'm only me when I'm with you
Emilie Autumn: By the sword
My mother:
Sugarloaf: Fogd a két kezem
Taylor Swift: Never grow up
The best day
My grandmother:
Avril Lavigne: Slipped away
Hamasaki Ayumi: Memorial address
Untitled - for her
Christina Aguilera: Hurt
Aqua: Turn back time
My father:
Taylor Swift: Superman
My high school classmates:
Kelly Clarkson: Breakaway
Sandy Sinnamon: Only a memory away
Kamenashi Kazuya: Kizuna
Takaki Yuya: 俺たちの青春
Pokemon soundtrack: Everything changes / Minden változik
The time has come / Eljött a perc
The pshycho guy:
Hilary Duff: Between you and me
Sweetbox: Don't push me
Avril Lavigne: Don't tell me
Pink: U + Ur hand
Hien: Túl szép
Emilie Autumn: How strange
Marry me
My (ex)best friend from high school:
Pink: Who knew?
Ryuu:
Lady Gaga: Silly boy
Avril Lavigne: Complicated
Too much to ask
Gwen Stefani: Cool
Zanzibar: Szerelemről szó sem volt
Myself (because I'm also an important person to myself of course =P And naturally my philosophy is also important XD):
Pink: Slipped personality
Try too hard
Cuz I can
Fuckin' perfect
Nobody knows
Most girls
Stop falling
Do what U do
Get the party started
18 wheeler
Missundaztood
Dear diary
Eventually
Misery (feat. Steven Tyler)
Respect (feat. Scratch)
Don't let me get me
Lonely girl (feat. Linda Perry)
My Vietnam
Meredithg Brooks: I'm a bitch
Elize: I can be a bitch
Avril Lavigne: What the hell
I don't have to try
The best damn thing
Unwanted
How does it feel?
Miley Cyrus: Can't be tamed
Hilary Duff: I am
Burned
Zanzibar: Az igazi nevem
Rockabili
Ádám keresi Évát
Ha megtalálsz
Nem vagyok tökéletes
Lehetek a...
Hamasaki Ayumi: Missunderstood
Koda Kumi: Lollipop
Can we go back?
Tankcsapda: Be vagyok rúgva
Ashlee Simpson: L.O.V.E.
Kelly Clarkson: Miss Independent
Sandy Howell: Oh starry night
Rie Fu: Life is like a boat
Rihanna: Hard
Lady Gaga: Pokerface
Emilie Autumn: Shalott
Misery loves company
Katy Perry: Firework
Alexandra Burke: Broken heels
Play: I don't want to be like Cinderella
I must not chase the boys
If you really read this post till the end, then you are a hero. Or just a complete idiot, who is too bored and have nothing else better or more useful to do, hehe =P
I hope I didn't miss anything or anyone. If I did, then maybe later I will edit this list. Anyway, I think it also shows pretty well, what or who fills most of my thoughts^^' Damn!
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